Life can be tough!

So I am a little no more than a little worried about a few of my TTC friends. (they are more than just TTC friends now but for the purpose of here I will use that!)

Life can be so harsh and its really getting them down. Completely understandable too! It is moments like this I wish I did do medicine so I could actually do something for them! I know its a waiting game, but I would have gotten GS scans straight up checked those progesterone levels straight up, none of this waiting crap! 1 test at a time to rule it out! I do understand you have to trial things and there is no guarantee it will work but do some investigation first and during! Sometimes I really do wonder if these doctors understand the pain this journey can put us through, its fine for the to say wait 12months and then it may take another few months to work anything out but they don't have to live with that EVERY SINGLE DAY! If I was a little younger i might rethink that career path!

I am still holding out hope for GS! I know she has lost it but I can't help it. I had such a good feeling this month for her so until she gets AF I am going to hold onto it! I know 38 is low but low progesterone doesn't stop you falling pregnant (unless its REALLY low and bub can't implant cause lining isn't squishy!) but it could be the cause of the short LP! So bubba might get made but doesn't have time to stick! Perhaps a round of progesterone is worth a try. I am really hoping Dr A can find some answers for her!

Nani is still struggling a bit with the m/c :( again this is completely understandable it was only just over a month ago, it does take time to heal! I really hope the clomid works for her this round. With that she seems to be very fertile! Clomid doesn't work for everyone first round especially if they weren't properly ovulating in the first place!

Summa finally has her DH home for 7 days! YAY! and at the right time! WOOHOO! happy dancing for her all the way home! I hope this is the time for her too!

These girls really need some thing special to happen right about now! It might be time to up my fertility dance!!

AFM nothing much to report! 5DPO temp staying high which is good! I am in limbo period now, too early to feel any possible sign of pregnancy and getting onto getting close to when I should! Its around now you start to get scared your lack of symptoms means you aren't pg at all!

I am also a little scared about things to come in the next week! 1. If I don't get my bfp, my little girl was due on the 26th, and a bfn might just amplify things a bit no a lot for me! I have been able to keep my mind off it, although it is hard seeing so many girls starting to get their bellies and the nursery pictures. I would be 38weeks! Oh well best not dwell! I am happy for them all that their journey is heading in the right direction, just makes me sad sometimes. but 2nd and the bigger one If I do get my bfp! I am scared how much pain it might cause some people. But having said that I wouldn't give a bfp up for anything, I'm sorry I just couldn't. I do however wish I could help in some way! Help them to get to the dream they long for so bad!