3DPO

OK will try this again! really tired again today so have to somehow find the strength to even write this.

So I have to say the universe can definitely be so VERY cruel sometimes. I think it might be time to go upstairs and have a chat with the Big man. Nani didn't deserve that and she definitely didn't deserve it on her birthday! take that! and that! and that!

Maybe her body just wasn't ready for a new little bubba yet, and the next one will be right! She will be pg again very soon, its just the nasty blows we could all do without.

So FF caught up this morning! put in proper cross hairs. So officially 3DPO and probably only 9days until testing seeing as I have been having a 12day LP at the most recently! Getting a few cramps still every now and again. Nothing much, just there, but I also think that is becoming the norm for me lately!

3 days of work to go then 5 days off! OMG I need it!