CD2

Not much to say today, I am limiting my brain from thinking so that I don't think about certain things. In that I now can't seem to function. Turning off my brain worked way better than I thought it would. I imagine this is what it would feel to be drugged up in a metal hospital.

CD2, that explains itself.
Saturday is the 26th! don't want to know about it. I know its going to hurt but I am trying to keep that until the actual day.

I am also thinking my friend has given birth as she was due last week, but I am too scared to contact her as this is going to be a tough week. I am so wonderfully happy for her, but it will make my pain even worse.

As my brain is off for now I think my blogs are going to be very limited and far between.

I am very tired of the whole game.