2 posts in 1 day! wow

So I thought I was doing OK but being at work always sucks and makes it worse! Doesn't help that DH has gone home, had a bit of a mental break down this morning. Finally got through to him work was not a good idea and he should just go home!

But on another note the TWW really does suck sometimes. about an hour ago I was convinced AF was on the way, my back was killing me! now that I am out of the laboratory and sitting in my office chair its fine! Its fine when I am walking, just so very very painful with I sit in the lab chair! I haven't had that kind of back pain since my 2nd miscarriage in January. I still have CM so yep reiterating what i said this morning! CONFUSED! I think best option is to resolve myself to AF arriving and be done with it!

Thing is if AF is on the way fine just show up! 12day LPs have been normal for me the last few months! but why push it out to 14now! stupid body! stupid universe and its games!

GS, Nani and Summa still being my complete optimists! I wish I shared their belief. My hat goes off to those girls though they are stronger than they give themselves credit!