So here is the problem. 3 days ago I had a temp increase from 36.15 to 35.46. First temp of the morning no problems!
Yesterday 1st temp was 36.28. like WTF as I explained yesterday. got under the covers and it was 36.41. Today 1st temp was 36.38 again WTF! got under the covers 36.52. So this is where the confusions starts and I going to complete ramble here but I need to get it out of my head.
3 days ago it was warmer, I didn't feel cold when I woke up, temp was fine. Winter has well and truly started and the last couple of days have been freezing, I wake up cold first temp is low, get under the covers where I feel comfortable and my temp is where it should be. Problem is that is completely manipulating my BBT! So I honestly have NO idea if I have ovulated or not! I was going over and over it in my head. Clearly my temp is going up, low temps were .28 to .38 my higher temps were .41 to .52 so looking at it that way it could be right. But my temps before possible ovulation where so much higher than normal! OMG so confused! Then with the Clomid and the strong drop of BBT made me think high oestrogen so maybe a couple of eggs. But my patter if I have ovulated is definitely only 1. Which is 1 fine 1 is good :) but doesn't explain the good estrogen and the crap progesterone!
So I have emailed Brad (OBGYN) to see what he thinks. I am completely petrified of history repeating itself and my reasoning is telling me even though I ovulated on CD23 last month I still managed a decent LP. which compared to Jan I ovulated late and had a REALLY short LP. Problem is the .31 degree thermal shift. If I didn't ovulate that thermal shift could cause my body to think I did ovulate even if I didn't! and if that is the case it will be a repeat of Jan because AF will arrive around Monday the 14th, but If I don't ovulate until CD18 which is the 6th it gives egg 8 days to implant which wont happen and AF will arrive egg will implant after and OMG deja vu!
This is just too much today! I wanted to be happy that it was Friday! I am so tired again and this is just all too much! I just want to go home and cry and sleep and get warm! I HATE WINTER!
its too cold, me and the cold really really dislike each other! I would prefer 40 degrees to this crap! always feeling cold down to the bone! Symptom wise I do feel like I have ovulated. I have uterus cramps, a few cramps from the right ovary but the left is definitely quiet now nothing from it! Really sore back but not sure if thats from something else or its the uterus cramps. Kinda like AF I guess. CM has gone creamy but is very minimal! Probably because of Clomid and dehydration! Water even at room temperature is too cold for me in winter!
Man this is a bad post today. Tired and cranky! GRR!
EDIT: So yet again I find myself with one of THOSE days, where I have to find the strength and resolve to keep on moving. To get on with my job even though I just want to go home get back into bed and forget about it all! To pretend that everything is OK and even really good and happy at times. I don't want to be around anyone today I just want to feel the way I am feeling. I am tired of pretending it makes me even more tired! One of those days where my strength of character is tested again! What doesn't kill us makes us stronger right! well I am going to be the incredible hulk soon! hmmmm hmmmm hmmmm too tired for a Grr anymore!
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