Almost 7 weeks

I have a scan tomorrow to confirm dates but based on ovulation I should be 7 weeks tomorrow. Morning sickness is in full force. Some days are much harder than others. 

I crave fruit and sweets on good days and bad days I eat everything heavy I can find. 

I'm really tired all the time, have bad headaches :( I have a weird HB pulpitations that bother me a bit. 

My hair is always disgusting and greesy, I have pimples everywhere which I'm just not used to. In general I feel like death an look like sh*t. Oh and add to that I am so damn moody. I got like this at the very end of my other pregnancies but certainly not this early. I feel like I have constant PMS! 

This is so different from my last pregnancies. I did have morning sickness and headaches but on good days I felt really good and my hair was thick and shinny. I was real lovey dovey toward the kids and occasionally B lol he always know how to push my buttons.!

Now all I so is snap. I feel like i am so angry and frustrated I want to rip my own skin off. I feel like when I try and go on any kind of birth control. I really don't like feeling like this. 

Fun and games really. I want to enjoy this pregnancy as it's my last but it's hard when u feel this horrible. 

Only 5 or so weeks and it should start to settle down a bit. 

Excited but nervous.

So it's VERY early and I'm a bit nervous but yesterday I got my BFP! 

I didn't get a positive opk until cd19! I'm cd 30 now but I just worry about the viability of the egg when ovulation is so late. I've passed my normal cd28 cycle day without AF showing but just have to make it to Tuesday when AF is due based off the pos opk. I've had lots of sharp twingy pains. I kinda remember them but u still get nervous about it all. 

If I make it to Monday and my tests have gotten darker I will ring and book in with my on 6th. Just to check position, dates and HB of course. Will be about 7 weeks. 

Comeon bubba stick! If it does it will be my 4th and final baby so I'm going to try and enjoy this pregnancy.