So as my title says 0 days dpo! Been having a very weird day! REALLY emotional, crampy and bad back ache and REALLY REALLY tied, mind not on the job, very foggy nothing making sense. This arvo just before I left work I felt this very odd feeling down there. Popped to the bathroom on my way out, massive amount of EWCM. I was praying I was wrong but I did an opk when I got home and it was a straight away positive.
The last time I got a positive opk I got a temp spike the next morning, so hopefully its tonight, CD16 isn't too bad.
Spoke to DH about it he want's to keep trying. I am a little scared. Simply because I did have that spike on CD13 the same as January and I am scared of a repeat! I mean really scared. But if anyone reads this please pray for me. I am not sure how I will cope if I go through that again. I don't mind if I just get AF and its all over we try again the next month. But to have an incomplete miscarriage that carries on for 3 months then another 3 months of waiting after. I couldn't cope with that.
I will be OK. I will be OK. I will be OK!
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))
Everything crossed and all my thoughts and prayers headed your way Shel.
I want this to happen for you!!!!
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