confused!

So here we are again confused! not hard in this game of TTC! and seriously its just one big game that the universe likes playing with us!

So why am I confused. My thermometer was playing up this morning. Kept beeping early, would take it out of my mouth, go to look at it and it would beep again! Stupid thing. But I still got a .85 but I have no idea whats wrong with it! I got up to POAS seeing as I couldn't sleep anyway. When I got back to bed I temped again and it was .61 so who the hell knows. I know I can't really take anything of the 2nd one cause I had gotten up and sat on the toilet and watch the stick do absolutely nothing for about 10mins, so by the time i got back into bed I was freezing!

Also had a heavy chest cough when I woke up and some funky colour stuff when I blew my nose so I figured I'm just sick. But all thats gone now so who knows there either! I am tired but I feel perfectly fine.

But as I did allude to the test was a BFN!!!! :( I am more pissed off at myself for having such high expectations of it! oh well.

Now to the confusing bit! 11DPO my boobs hurt! without having to touch them they hurt and I mean really sore, BUT although they are starting to feel fuller they don't have the veins and the sore nipples! the cramps are there but have eased off, they are more on the right today. the creamy CM is in abundance today even though I am still dehydrated. So its all pointing toward pregnant but still it was a bfn!!! see one great big giant game!

I want to say I wont test again until Friday morning at 14DPO if AF hasn't shown but my POAS addiction is a little too strong for that! If my temp is still up on Wednesday I might test then.

I am going to go do some work now and stop myself from becoming the crazy hatter!