yep definitely UTD

So but more relief its not a chemical pregnancy! YAY!!!! lol yep always in the back of the mind when getting a positive so early. I tested again this morning and it was nice, dark and heavy. It is a relief I have to say.

I also took a belly pic this morning for 4w1d :) its hard to take it on timer.

I am going to enjoy this pregnancy the way it should be.  After a miscarriage the innocence of pregnancy is lost, but its a choice you make. You can make it a negative experience or you can accept things and move on.  I know I can't stop anything from happening if its going to happen, but I can enjoy the journey and hope that everything will turn out for the best. and if it doesn't then I will deal with it then, I am not going to dwell on those possibilities.

On another note its back to work tomorrow. YUK! At least this time I can be thinking I will be going on maternity leave mid August!

Well lots to do best go do it! :)