4weeks2days

First of all I have to say being back at work is CRAP! lol 12days off seriously just wasn't enough!

On the baby front, well the nerves are really starting to set in . I know there is nothing I can do if something goes wrong but still can't help worrying about every little thing. I am constantly feeling my bbs, undie watching etc. I feel good about it but definitely nervous. PLease Please please little peanut stick! 

my bbs amped up a notch today they are really sore. They haven't grown much but its still so very early. cramps are there high on the left. These cramps always worry me even though I had the first time around. Its not AF cramps, not even close, but because of where it is in the back of my mind I think ectopic. Which again is silly because I am pretty certain I ovulated on the right and the cramps are always on the left. They aren't bad or anything just there. 

My heartburn is stronger as well today. I know that is just going to get worse and worse. I am going to get something from the Dr if I can this time though. I have it really bad without being pregnant so being pregnant just burns like crazy all the time. I can handle it and don't mind it being there but I can't help but think its doing permanent damaged.

I have to tell the girls at work today. I don't have a choice. Working in a lab we work with chemicals that can be toxic to unborn babies. So I need to stay away from them and the girls also need to let me know before they use them so I can leave the lab for 20mins. 

I heard back from my OBGYN (Dr A) yesterday. He is happy for me to come in at around 7 weeks. I wanted to make it the Thurs of that week but its DH's 30th Birthday and the day before is a public holiday so I might have to bring it forward to the Monday or Tuesday. Of course I am hoping for wonderful news but if its not I don't want to ruin DH's birthday! 

well slowly the days will tick by! I just really hope the symptoms amp up even more so I know bubba is OK.

well best get to work!