7w1d

Right this blog entry is going to be hard to get out.

I have been so very very unwell today.  I can't get my brain to function at all!  I woke up about 5:15 and I was absolutely starving.  I knew then it wasn't good.  I fell back to sleep and my alarm woke me at 5:45.  rolled out of bed and the vomiting started.  I had so much trouble getting ready for work! I threw up about 10 times before I left the house mainly just bile which is so gross!  Then I managed to eat some toast with Vegemite on the way to work.  Was OK for the hour drive then walking to the office which takes about 10mins was so hard.  Made it to the toilet here and thew up again. I have had a few more times through out the day and now I just feel nauseous.  I am drinking my Ginger tea and have my sea bands on but today its just no good.  I feel completely off.  I am so exhausted to, I just want to put my head down on my desk.

Add on top of that these dull aches I am having.  I think its just bowel stuff again but still that is one thing I don't like.  I can handle the throwing up and the headaches but not the bowel cramps.  They worry me, its too close to uterus cramps, most of the time I worry thats what it is.  I am undie watch today although nothing but Creamy CM my head just isn't in the right place to cope with any of it.

I would go home and sleep but due to the floods this is my 3rd day back and we have Wednesday off for Aust Day. pfft so tired.

I think I pushed myself too hard over the weekend too.  Friday night I didn't get to bed till after midnight as I had to pick my sister up from the airport.  I was then up at 6am to start preparing for DH's 30th Birthday BBQ that afternoon.  Was flat out all day, BBQ was great, food was fantastic and everyone loved the birthday cake. I started throwing up at about 11pm and I eventually got to bed at 11:30 but didn't sleep well as there were still some of DH's mates left.  DH came to bed at 3:30am.  At 6am we were both awake and couldn't sleep.  We chatted for about an hour before we decided to get  up and clean up.  My stomach was off so I was off throwing up but I had organised breakfast with my sister and mum.  I managed to go out but couldn't eat much.

I went and finally bought a body pillow. OMG best invention in the WORLD! I slept like a log last night. They are so very comfy.  just reminds me of the movie the back up plan.  So funny! hahahaha

Anyway finally got home, DH moved one of our spare mattress into the lounge room under the air con and we watched the cricket and tennis and snoozed for the afternoon.

Only a few hours left for today I just hope I can push through! Just feeling really guilty because I am not being very productive here at all!  I am looking forward to going part time in May/June depending on how much holiday I actually have up.

I can't believe my scan is next Wednesday.  Looking forward to it but definitely really nervous.