CD6

CD6 and still spotting a little :( GRR, but its OK I suspect today will be the last day! We have been pretty active the last couple of days and at the end of AF that normally leads to spotting. So ultimately its my own fault! But after 3months with minimal action, DH and I are making up for lost time. :P

So trying to patiently wait out till ovulation! lol loosing that battle though! its around a week from tomorrow if its on time. I am still holding out hope that the Clomid did something.

but I must say OMG the hot flushes! I keep waking up in the middle of the night light I am on fire! I have to turn the fan on, take all the blankets off just to cool down! Its winter! It takes a while then I wake up freezing again. I just hope it doesn't make me sick the constant change of extremes! I've had a baby bit of cramping on the left had side. Couple of sharper ones on the right yesterday but thats about as exciting as it gets!

I still have really good vibes about everything, just getting a little nervous. I know this time feels different, but at the same time I still can't help that i will be a bit scared and nervous.

Some days the waiting game is still so hard! I just want it to hurry up. Not knowing if I will actually ovulate next week is so annoying! Still need that magic ball.

I have been so positive lately lol its been great, I have missed being this happy all the time! But now the wait just seems so long, I am getting nervous and its breaking through a little! Probably doesn't help I am REALLY tired again today! Its a side effect of clomid but the hot flushes have been keeping me up at night so I wake up feeling more tired. It will be worth it, and I just keep thinking in about 4 weeks I can test and I just might see those 2 lines! This time I will be happy to see them! :) A February baby would be so wonderful!