10w3d

So this post might be all over the place I am a little tired today.  Turns out I have a cold.  it explained why I was so exhausted yesterday and couldn't function.  I went home at lunch time and slept through until 5:30pm, got up for a few hours cause DH made me, then went back to bed about 9pm.  My throat was really sore so I had trouble sleeping through the night but it isn't too bad today, just the really stuffy head!

I really just want the next 1 and a half weeks to be over.  I want to stop worrying.  I know there are new things to think about once you pass the 12week mark but at least that first hurdle is out of the way.  I feel like its taking FOREVER to get here.  Some moments I think wow just 1 1/2 weeks to go, then I think OMG I am only 10w3d!

Peanuts heart rate is sitting about 170 now so all seems to be developing as it should.  I don't have any cramping, no blood, ms is there, tiredness is there, boobs are sore, so its all pointing towards great things.  I just need the next 2 weeks to fly by. I would happily sleep them away.

I know once this cold is gone I will stop feeling miserable and be happy again.  At this point though I am so tired and exhausted the next two week feel like they are going to be massive to get through.

I am off work today, but its the first sick day I have had this whole 1st trimester, and pushing through all the exhaustion and sickness to stay at work is exhausting on its own.  Even today 1 day off and work keeps ringing. Seriously they should be able to handle 1 day! I have to back in tomorrow and Friday as I have meetings.

11weeks on Sunday. I am going to go lie down before my head explodes. stupid cold!