Nervous

So although I feel very laid back and at ease about the whole TTC thing I have to admit I am a little nervous. This is my 2nd round of clomid and normally couples that have had a lot of trouble even falling pregnant are found to conceive between 1-3 cycles. Some other cases if ovulation isn't the problem Clomid wont work anyway, but normally 1-3.

Well I know I can fall pregnant and I have been extremely lucky and had it happen twice really easily. So to think that we are again possibly going to be unsuccessful this month makes me nervous. What is now going wrong? We BDed everyday around Ovulation and you only need 1 sperm and 1 egg!!!! I decided to not use preseed this month and just use it like normal lubrication. I was worried that last month using the insertion method it may have created too much fluid for DH's swimmers to get through. I seem to be creating enough CM on my own, no more or less than what I did without the clomid so I figured I should be fine.

I just feel my biological clock ticking, its so loud in my head, and as my 28th birthday approaches it gets louder and louder. I can't change it I can't make it go away I certainly can't make myself any younger! lol even thought that would be really really nice! I just have to sit here and patiently wait for our baby to come join us!

Man I really do hate the TWW! It seems to take FOREVER and I am only 3/14 days down!

On another note, I have finished painting the nursery furniture so I will have to post some photos later. We will be starting the nursery this weekend! Hopefully BubbyJ isn't too far away :)