So I have been feeling good about all this for I guess about a week or two now since I ovulated. But today was another down day! Probably A LOT to do with being SO tired. Its one of those days where 9 weeks until we can possibly conceive again feels SO VERY VERY VERY far away.
All I saw was pg women everywhere today as well so that didn't help :( Today I got to thinking and I got even more annoyed because when I think back I didn't even need the methotrexate injection :( so even though I was happy to wait it wouldn't be SO long. This would be the last cycle before we started trying again (if everything is normal). Now I have to wait another 6 weeks on top of that. Its also REALLY crap timing because I ovulate 4or5 days before the 3month mark for the injection so that makes it another whole cycle too. I just want to be pregnant again so bad.
I keep looking at my tickers and imagining them at 2 or 1 week and I just can't wait to be there. :( this slump will pass but getting it out always helps!
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-hugs- The great waiting game... Your last cycle looked really good. That's what you want to have coming for a bub. You will be pg again guaranteed and there shouldn't be any reason why it won't stick with everything looking healthy. :-)
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