It is such an inconvenience! All up including travel we spend 13hours a day away from home. By the time I get home and cook dinner, go for a quick run, I am too exhausted to do anything else!
I sit here and I just want to get home and do something productive! paint doors, start clearing out the laundry so I can paint that. Emptying out the study and starting my relaxation room. Painting the ceiling in the hallway because its peeling. The spare room. Once all that is done I can start the nursery! YAY! It I can get stuck into it it wont take long. But there is only so much time on the weekend, and before you know it its Monday again :(
Thing is I don't get paid enough to do 9-10hour days. My contract is for 7.6hours a day and I don't get paid for the overtime. But I need this job and I am worried that if I cut back to my allocated hours I will loose my job. We are in a rocky area, our funding runs out in June2011 and the uni is putting in a bit to take us over. If that happens I may not keep my job, so I need to put in the work. Even then I am not guaranteed they will take me on, and if I am not pregnant at the time I have no legs to stand on in regards to maternity leave entitlements. :( Ah so much stress. One thing I do know is once I am pregnant I am cutting back to the allocated hours. I don't care what they say. I will NOT be putting the extra stress on my body. My baby is too important!
Even thinking about it gives me a headache and makes me tired.
Oh well back to work! JOY!
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