So its CD3 and things are going along as they should. I know that sounds boring but its a weird feeling for me. Normal! I keep expecting AF to just suddenly stop. Or that she wasn't here at all. but my temp dropped nice and low this morning so I know its definitely her and we are definitely on track!
Still feels like ages away, but I just keep telling myself that we shouldn't have any problem falling pg so on June21-24 which is when ovulation is predicted we should be making a baby and I should get my bfp around the 8th July. Now I am just starting to worry about loosing it. I know if my cycle is fine I shouldn't miscarry because my hormones are back to normal. Its getting that heart beat, and it being healthy that worries me. I know it seems like something very rare but when you don't expect it in your first pregnancy, its a big shock. You end up loosing all innocence of pregnancy. The joy of being on cloud 9 about it all. and that is very saddening!
But in saying that I feel it will be our turn then and this bubba will be strong healthy and sticky. I just wish time would hurry up! I never was very patient! Bring on June!
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