The baby mind games continue

Seriously who ever hijacked my brain and has taken it over with baby pop up spam please go away leave me in peace!

I am back to constantly thinking about babies! Why? Seriously wtf is wrong with my brain. I am so happy with the little man he is coming along in leaps and bounds and is so happy most of the time. We have cut out his night dose of losec and is doing great. All the while my brain is thinking about being pregnant again.

It maybe due to a few different things, it is now feb and we always said we would wean Tyler off the boob and start trying again in March. That's next month!!! We always wanted the first two close together!

The other factor is I am only a couple of kg off my pre pregnancy weight. Again another thing I said I wanted to reach before I fell pregnant again.

Tyler will be 6 months in the 12 march. Wow time has flown!

I am working on sleep at the moment. I am doing a mix of control crying and comforting to sleep all depending in his mood. At the moment he is in a foul mood so its control crying. I refuse to allow him to feed to sleep and he needs to learn to self settle. It's a hard line I am putting him on but this must stop. I am considering sleep school depending if these things I am trying don't work. The kid has to learn to sleep! Not from my perspective but his! If he sleeps he is happy if he doesn't he us a grumbly grouch! He also has this bad shake in his hands and I am putting that down to being over tired all the time!

Ok that's enough crying better go try to put him to sleep again!