Blake is back down for a nap now so hopefully he feels better soon. I wish u could make an appointment for the dr right when u were noticing the problem because u can be guaranteed when u take them in they will be fine at the time.
I'm not sure what is bothering Blake. Seems to be his gut perhaps. He will sit on the floor and be fine next minute he is stiffening up screaming in pain. I guess he has always done this and I thought it would pass when he got to around that 4 month mark. He isn't constipated. The kid does like 4 poos a day and they are perfect consistency. When I am trying to put him to sleep he is screaming and throwing his head back he will do this until he passes out from exhaustion.
I've got no idea.
Did another hpt this morning. Still pregnant! Compared it to Blake's tests lol yep still have them and the line is so much darker and thicker. I did a test with 3rdmu and the line Isn't as thick as yesterday's but its a more distinct line yesterdays was a fuzzy line both test and control. Might just be the tests themselves. I've already been feeling very nauseas which is weird ms would normally hit around the 6 week mark.
I'm still so torn in what to do regarding dr and hospital. I would really love to go back to my obgyn but going private even though I have top hospital and extras I'm still out off pocket $2-3k but if I go public I just don't know if I would get the care I do need. This isn't my first so I know what's going on but things can still go wrong and I completely trust my OB. I'm not likely to get GDM or high blood pressure but if I did would the care in the public system pick it up? I know they normally do but u do hear stories. When we found out the cord was around Blake's neck I was worried but I was ok because I knew I could trust my OB and he would get us both through it.
In the private hospital I went to last I was old news because it was my 2nd bub would being in the public system be even worse for ur 3rd? Then there is the constant scans with my OB. We know bub is ok at every appointment. Having bens brother and wife recently lose a bub at 23weeks but to find out it passed at 20. 3 weeks of not knowing. In the public system they see u a lot less the mid wives do ur basic checks but they aren't definite like a scan.
Then there is the private hospital is 40mins away our local public is less than 10. Agh so annoying.
I know me though and I already want to book in to see brad at around 8weeks! He will do an early scan then. If I went public I would see a gp they would refer me and I wouldn't see anyone for probably ages.
I pay $151 f/n for my private health insurance so I might as well use it. This is very much likely my last baby so once its born i am reducing it. It's so expensive.
This is all banking on bub staying sticky of course. I have cramps but I know them well and had them with both the boys.
The photo with all the tests is Blake's are written on with black pen 11 and 12dpo this bub has pink pen.
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