tough day

I have no idea what it is but I am so super emotional today.  I am not really one to cry, but seriously yesterday and today I just can't stop. Every thing is just too much and its all over whelming. There are things bothering me. Like the weight gain, I want to get it off but once I ovulate I am scared to do any intense exercise, I eat well but thats not sufficient for me I am not a slim build I have to work out hard and lots to achieve weight gain and even weight maintenance. Its a vicious circle. I hate work and the thought of going again tomorrow is making it all worse. But at the same time nothing will trigger me to cry. I song on the radio and its words, absolutely stupid crap!

I hope it doesn't take long for this feeling to pass.  Not a fan of it at all!

Good news though 3 DPO and my CM is great.  Creamy and lots of it.  At least it seems to be good on that front!