Another wonderful day

Firstly CD3 nothing much to update there. AF is painful but flow is dismal! Last cycle was weird and the AF is weird to match it. But nearly over now so back to BDing practice soon! We have decided to monitor DH's volume amount for a few days. Every 2nd day he gets lucky and we are just going to see each day how much volume there appears to be. Just to see if it gets more or less the more or less we do it! Can't hurt and DH likes the idea of that arrangement! hahaha

So yesterday afternoon I went to see my good friend who had a little boy 3 months ago today. OMG he was so beautiful. I know I wanted kids before hand, but now its a million times worse. His skin was so soft, and he was so tiny, well he was heavy and big for a 3 month old but he was still so tiny. I have been lucky to not actually have any babies around me so even though my whole being knew it wanted a baby, it didn't really know what that was. Now it knows what that is, OMG that feeling of want is indescribable. I feel like I am going to pop with how excited I am that one day I will have a baby. The same time wanting it right now! but knowing that may not happen, and that gets to me. DH was hoping being around a baby would kick my body into gear. Man I hope so. He was a great baby too, didn't cry once while I was their although M said it was just because someone was always holding him. But I got lots of cuddles and he really liked me. Smiling away and staring his big gorgeous blue eyes at me. Funny boy too he was a farting champion and every time he let a big one out he would smile lol I am sure if he was able too he would have giggled too.

hmmm.

On a different note I am off to see a naturopath on Thursday. Having some irridology (sp?) done and they are also giving me a complementary Chiropractic session. So hopefully it all helps for this cycle seeing as I will be CD5 on Thursday and timing should be great!!!