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Hmmm so shouldn't have done that!

So I'm feeling very sick again. Bad headaches, extremely tired and exhausted. I'm getting very little sleep at night. Anyway i thought I would go back through my blog and read the last few weeks of pregnancy with Tyler.

I knew I got sick with him but I didn't realise how sick. Lots of throwing up and sleeping. Can't do the day sleeping this time around!

I am lucky in that Tyler has dropped to 1 nap a day and it's normally 3-4hours. So I have been Trying to sleep during this time. Unfortunately i just can't get to sleep. I am taking the opportunity to relax though.

So turns out I did have all these pains first time round. Seriously don't remember getting them but i guess that's why i kept a record of it.

Those last few weeks definitely sounded horrible though. :( hardest part is having a toddler to run around after u just can't stop.

B is flat out at work too so can't help out at all. Leaves by 7am and isn't home till 6pm. After a very physical day he is usually exhausted but Tyler is normally in bed by 7 anyway.

I actually feel so bad for Tyler. I am trying to play with him but i really struggle, I'm uncomfortable, and in pain, feel sick etc and because ben has such long days at work and normally works all day sat and a few hours on sunday Tyler doesn't get fun daddy play time either :(

Less than 6 weeks though. Although i kept reading though the blog to the first month after Tyler was born. Wow having a new born is hard work. Lol I remember it being demanding and getting little to no sleep etc. But again just having the 1 it wasn't too bad. U cope etc. Having 2 is a completely different ball game. Hopefully number 2 is a bit more of a relaxed baby. We will see I guess. No reflux would be nice! At least now I know how to handle it. Well silent reflux i do. Projectile vomiting reflux is different all together!

Finally contacted the hand and feet impressions lady. She is on holidays over christmas but is taking impressions once a week even Christmas week so that's fantastic :) I would like it to be as close to the 17days that we got Tyler done at so once bub is born I can ring her and book one of those day which will be the closest. :)

So my sisters wedding is finally decided on. 3rd august! That doesn't give me long to get the baby weight off and I want it GONE! I have only put on 10kg this pregnancy and I am currently 15kg less than the day i went into labour with Tyler so if i can keep it here it's a fantastic start. Also means that once the initial fluid and baby weight comes off (usually around 5kg) in those first few days I should only have 20-25kg to lose. I have a goal in mind but I think it's perhaps a little unrealistic especially seeing as i will have a toddler and new born and finding time exercise will be extremely hard. So if I lose 20kg thats awesome if I lose 25kg I will be ecstatic! That is a lot in 8 months but I am going to try my absolute hardest!

Enough rambling for 1 day.