Nearly 9 weeks!

9 weeks on Friday and my next scan! Excited but nervous. If the baby is all good the chance of something going wrong from there is so much smaller. Only 3 week until the 12 week mark! It's actually gone very quick. It feels slow in the present but when I think back to getting that first positive pregnancy test time has flown.

Still have the really bad hang over feeling. I can't remember what it felt like to feel normal. I keep saying to myself 'omg why on earth do I feel like complete sh*t? Oh yeah that's right I am pregnant!' I think the thing that makes it so much worse is my oh so super sensitive smell. That's what takes me over the edge from hungover feeling to full spewing. Everything stinks. It's not even some of those strong smells are nice it's everything just smells horrible! Yuk!

I started lite and easy on Monday. It's been good so far. It's not for weight loss they have 3 levels of calorie food menus. It's for convenience and nutrition. Its hard to cook for just one so I was eating toast or crumpets or other crap because it was quick and easy! At least this way I get all my nutrition and I don't waste any food and hopefully not gain too much.

Tyler had been doing well. I really wish his teeth would cut through. He was completely off his bottles today so surely they are close! He hates pureed food. He likes normal food. I cook him his own food but nope mummy I want ur food! I am managing to cook him stuff he is liking though. It's trial and error but we are getting there. But it should better when he actually gets teeth and I can worry less about him choking.

As I mentioned in the last post Tyler spends most of his time standing and cruising the furniture but now his crawl has changed. It's a half crawl half walk. His back legs are straight. Lol. He still crawls normally when he wants the speed lol like when chasing the cat but he is definitely trying to figure out how to stand up with out the furniture. My god he is isn't even 8 months!

I am feeling really guilty at the moment because of the ms. It goes in waves 2 days on 2 days off. The 2 bad days Tyler and I don't really do anything at all. I lye on the floor And play with him and just count down to each nap knowing I can nap too. Although today was a better day but I still really struggled. The house looks like a bomb hit it. I do about 10 mins of house work and then just want fall asleep on the floor where I stand. Hopefully another 5 weeks and I should start to feel better.

Ahh almost bed time for another day. I love that feeling when my head hits the pillow. Pure bliss! Although as Tyler was off his bottles today it might be a long night.