Wow

I can't believe I am only 8 weeks today and already I picked up bubba beans heart rate on the Doppler! 160bpm! I will never tire of that sound.

Things are going well, told my mum today. She is happy for me and said no matter what happens we will work it out. She probably reaslise how hard it was for me to tell her seeing as I waited till 8 weeks. I also told her about B going the other way and blowing nearly $500+ a week on gambling for about a month now. I just don't see him stopping and with me having to think about supporting 2 kids at the end of the year I can't look after him too. He needs to grow up and sort himself out.

Tyler is going great of course. He is working on his balance and core strength by letting go of things while standing. He hasn't had any big knocks which is great. Seems to have worked out to sit down.

Not much else happening went and finally got some new jeans and shoes for winter. I won't be loosing the last of this weight now and i have nothing to wear at this size. I was putting off buying anything but target had 2nd pair 1/2 price and they are so cheap anyway. I did splurge on a gorgeous pair of ankle boots. A bit too much or shoes but I will wear them for many years.

M/s is ok. Still hung over and goes in waves of 2 days on 2 days off so similar as it was with Tyler.

Have been thinking wether or not to find out if it's a girl or boy. I loved the surprise with Tyler but this time it is a little different. We will see.