anxious

26w1d

I am not sure what I am feeling I can't really put a finger on it but I feel really anxious for some reason. I feel worried about peanut, I have felt it kick this morning but I don't think its as much as it should be.  I know its probably still sitting in the awkward position but that doesn't help.  I fell anxious about something just don't know what! 9w5d left at work, planning for bubs is coming along nicely, I have to say I am now very organised! I don't think bub will come early, I am not worried about the transition from work, honestly I just don't know.

Perhaps it is just that peanut feels like its moving less.  Might get out the doppler tonight its been a while.  I will try to put it at the back of my mind but it does scare me when I feel like my intuition is trying to tell me something, normally its really good and has proven itself time and time again in the past!

So apparently according to all the email updates I get I will be in the 3rd trimester on Sunday! Thats exciting! I feel like peanut is about to go on a massive growth spurt, I honestly felt like my skin was stretched to the max last night and was about to tear! I am looking forward to growing some more, I was supposed to take a picture yesterday but I didn't get around to it because my dad came over. Will try to do it tonight. Be interesting to see if I am still about the same size.

Well I am going to try and busy my mind a bit! I think its going to be a long day!