Sick

I have no idea why I insist on punishing myself but why do I come to work when I am feeling so unwell. Not sure what it is. Feels like my stomach is in one big knot. It comes and goes in waves. Feels like I am going to throw up, then I am OK for a bit then all over again. So not nice! And I have a smashing headache to go with it. I had a dream I drank a cup of black tea last night surely that shouldn't be sufficient to give me a migraine!!! lol

I worry about getting sick at points like this because I wonder if it impacts on possible implantation and things. Nothing I can do about it of course, but still annoying.

not sure I will last much longer here, maybe an hour.

Oh and the other thing. Stabby pains in my left BBS! whats that about. and they hurt when pressure is applied. I only know this because I am baby sitting my mum's two dogs and her maltese shitsu is a complete space invader so lying in bed he gets up on my chest wanting a pat and cuddle. Its so painful though I have to push him off. I know its nothing I am only around 5DPO. but seriously what is the universe doing playing all these games.

Weird thing is I remember the first time I was pregnant I pretty much knew straight away. Took ages for me to get a positive test though. Would be nice for it to be this month. An April baby would be nice.

Been having dreams of me being pregnant lately. Nice big belly bump. So vivid and long. I am having them so often I wake up and it feels weird to not have a massive belly. Hopefully soon though. Must be my subconscious tagging along with my constant conscious thoughts.

Well best get some work done so I can go home! :( at least its Friday and I have an awesome weekend planned. My sister is up for a course so she is staying at ours on Saturday night, DH is away at a mates so we are going to have a girlie and watch some typical chick flicks!