Lovely day off

Today was so nice. We tried to go bowling this morning but the rest of the world had the same idea so instead, we came home I cleaned the car, watched a movie and took the car down for a service. Couldn't really fit much in seeing as I slept in until 8:30am and for me that is LATE!!!

So not sure how the symptoms are going. I have cramps high on the left, and some times all the way across the top. The thoughts I am having remind me of the thoughts I had back in October. But I have a different feeling in there as well. Its a sharper feeling. I can imagine the exact spot inside my uterus. I want to think its maybe bubby implanting, but I am wondering if it is more where the baby had been implanted and then removed by the D&C. Maybe it caused a little bit of scare tissue or something.

Other than that I feel like my BBS are really aching! But when I touch them they hurt but not really. Mainly just really aching at the base. Still having the sickness, but was a bit irritable today so that is more AF like!

I am noting these down in dept because this is the first month I am drug free and I had symptoms the last two cycles, very different from these ones and they were obviously drug induced.

1 day to go until testing. I am testing 12DPO my guess is if I haven't had a positive by then its AF. Which I am actually completely OK with. Being off drugs my hormones have settled so I am getting back to being myself and my cycle was great on its own this month so I think its only a matter of time!