Baby weight battle, 6week needles and more

Firstly the little man had his 6week injections today. He is my sensitive little guy. Much more crying than Tyler. Took me a while to settle him and he had full on tears. Breaks ur heart but vaccinations are important so the tears are worth it in the long run.

Picked up my script for the mini pill today. My OBGYN was very clear in that it must be taken at the same time every day for it to be reliable! I am usually very good with this so it shouldn't be a problem. Definitely don't want any more kids at this point. B had 2 whoopsies and forgot to pull out. Seriously how do u forget that? Lucky BFing was a successful contraceptive last time and Blake feeds regularly so my oxytocin was still high enough for my cycle to be unlikely to have returned. Even so it was 2 weeks of freaking out. Did a hpt on Friday before my appointment and for the first time ever it was a massive relief to see only 1 line.

The baby weightloss battle rages on!
I am still eating well and exercising regularly but as my body fat percentage was so high I need to build a good amount of muscle before I start to see the number drop on the scales. It's come down a little should weigh in at 92 something tomorrow morning. My legs and feet are very very sore and tired. The regular exercise is partly to blame but also when u get up multiple times a night and ur always on ur feet during the day ur poor feet never get a rest. The badly cracked heals don't help either. Have to start wearing my shoes inside for a bit to give them some support.

I can definitely see me getting to my weight loss goal this time. I want my best ever body at 30 :) looking forwArd to getting out there with the boys next summer and really enjoying myself. Heading to the beach and not hiding because of my body. I can and will do it!

Tyler moved up into his big boy bed yesterday. Big step. He transferred over really easily. So far it's only day naps as I have no way of hearing him at night if he starts crying. At the moment I have the sensor monitor on but his big boy bed is a full single bed and I don't know the sensor pads will work through that thick mattress.
Need to google it.

I have been thinking every single day about work. I feel so very stumped. B and I are fighting lots again because of money etc. I know he is working hard I am not trying to put him down but paying the bills is my job and when I have no money to pay them I need to be able to discuss this with him. His business just isn't generating enough income to withdraw a wage for him and in turn pay bills. We try talking about it but it always ends in a fight. I feel at such a loss at what to do :( I don't want Blake to have to go to day care so young :( I don't think it's fair on him but at the same time how are we going to stay afloat? There is no real work out this way for me, not one that will earn enough to be worth while.
This definitely stresses me out to no end and I simply can't come up with an answer.

Both boys have woken up better run