Those annoying thoughts!

FFS I am so over my damn body clock and it's stupid thoughts! It's starting to drive me completely bonkers!

I must be coming up to possibly ovulating again. I had lots of EWCM on the 1st so af would have been due around the 14th but it didn't show. Going by this I would be due to ovulate by the end of the week!

This of course is very evident by my thoughts, my mind is going baby crazy again. All I can think about is being pregnant, having a baby, etc etc. I can't believe how much it takes over me.

I am doing awesome with my weightless down 15.5kg from the day Tyler was born, i am loving being back onto riding and running and training for this mini triathlon, but that's only for 3 weeks of the month! This other week all I want to do is have another baby!

I have no idea if I could even fall pregnant af still hasn't returned, since I moved back home DH and I haven't been careful at all, I haven't fallen pregnant in 4 months I can't see it happening before AF returns and who know when that will be!

I just wish I could control these thoughts, they seriously do drive me bonkers, it's completely all consuming!

On other things DH and I are working on things, we will hopefully be getting out of the house ASAP and then DH and i have agreed we will be moving to caloundra on the beautiful sunshine coast! I am very excited about this I have always wanted to move to the coast and I am really looking forward to the fresh start away from all the negative influences of my family at the moment. DH and I will be starting fresh on our own! Fingers crosses what we r trying to do happens because if it does we should be moved by mid feb!

Well I guess that's all!