Happy holiday - hmm not so much

Well merry Christmas too all those that may still read. Hope you all had a wonderful time with your loved ones.I find the festive season very hard. my 2nd Christmas with no baby and still not pregnant. Not feeling it this cycle either:( nothing I can do about it. Just have to look forward to April when we can move onto some else. Thinking at this point might just go straigt to ing but we might have to go 3 rounds of iui. At this rate i'll be lucky to have a baby before I turn 30. Oh well best get back to te festivities. At least we are away for a few days.I keep thinking 2011 will be better but starting to have my doubts.:(