Yesterday was my first mummy's day and I had a wonderful day. I went to lunch with my mum, she has been my rock of late and I don't know how i would get through everything without her.
B left me a pot of Tulips and a really nice card at my front door when I got home. I was so shocked! He has never gotten me a present or card without a fight first!
I know yesterday is a day for thanking mums but I have to say it gave me time to reflect and realise how lucky I am. Being a mum is the most wonderful thing in the world. My little man is gorgeous in every way and he is a healthy happy little boy. Being a mum is hard for sure but i love it.
In just over 6 months we will have another little one joining us. I know still 2 weeks till we are safe but I feel this little one is going to stick around!
Berry
Tyler
Blake
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Belly went pop!
Not even officially 10weeks and I have popped! At lease I can still hide it easily with clothes!
8 months old!
The cheeky little monkey is 8 months old today! It's going so fast! Not much has changed in terms of his milestones or development since I updated last. Walking still seems a while off which is good. He loves crawling and standing.
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Accepted
Wow just got the phone call to say Tyler has been accepted by the modeling agency. Apparently he scored very well in both looks and personality. He loves people and is always smiling so it's not a surprise. Even though he only had a 40 min nap all day yesterday and his interview was at 2pm and he was exhausted he was still in a good mood. He is a really good little boy.
So his photo shoot is tomorrow morning. I am excited but nervous. U always get worried he will be in a shocker mood. But he hasn't ha a really bad day in ages. He grizzled with his teeth but that's about it. he does had a teething rash on his cheeks at the moment but the lady said that's no problem.
I am not actually expecting anything to come of it. It's not the modeling agency's decision on who gets work but the clients. Some mums get really cut because their baby's get no work. Really? Why? Just stupid!
On another note I am getting my hair chopped of tomorrow! This I am really excited and nervous about. I figure it's time to get a style for someone my age. I am 30 in a few months and long hair just doesn't cut it for me. Wish me luck!
So his photo shoot is tomorrow morning. I am excited but nervous. U always get worried he will be in a shocker mood. But he hasn't ha a really bad day in ages. He grizzled with his teeth but that's about it. he does had a teething rash on his cheeks at the moment but the lady said that's no problem.
I am not actually expecting anything to come of it. It's not the modeling agency's decision on who gets work but the clients. Some mums get really cut because their baby's get no work. Really? Why? Just stupid!
On another note I am getting my hair chopped of tomorrow! This I am really excited and nervous about. I figure it's time to get a style for someone my age. I am 30 in a few months and long hair just doesn't cut it for me. Wish me luck!
Monday, May 7, 2012
Finally 9 weeks and toothy pegs
Finally we reach 9 weeks! Being pushed back those few days has made it feel like it's really dragging. Reaching those double digits should speed things up a bit. My sister and her little man arrive on monday so that should make those last 2 weeks go much faster.
The big news of the week though is the little man finally has a tooth. It popped up on Sunday morning. I think a few more will pop though in the next few days as he is still in a lot of pain.
Tyler has an interview today with a baby modeling agency. Everyone has been telling me to do it for ages but I haven't given it any thought until yesterday. As B has gone off the rails more than ever I don't see a reconciliation as ever being possible and being a single mum of 2 the thing that will be affected the most is there education and the option of going to a decent school. So if he does get anything any money that comes in will go straight into a bank account in his name to help pay for a good school when he is older. Of course I am going to work my butt off to hopefully get them a good education but if this can help I am going to give it a try.
Off to see a psychologist this morning. Clearly things with B have hit an all time low and I need to get my head back together. To stop being angry at him for letting the family down.
But anyway no need to go on about that! Its why i am going to pay someone a lot of money to listen.
The big news of the week though is the little man finally has a tooth. It popped up on Sunday morning. I think a few more will pop though in the next few days as he is still in a lot of pain.
Tyler has an interview today with a baby modeling agency. Everyone has been telling me to do it for ages but I haven't given it any thought until yesterday. As B has gone off the rails more than ever I don't see a reconciliation as ever being possible and being a single mum of 2 the thing that will be affected the most is there education and the option of going to a decent school. So if he does get anything any money that comes in will go straight into a bank account in his name to help pay for a good school when he is older. Of course I am going to work my butt off to hopefully get them a good education but if this can help I am going to give it a try.
Off to see a psychologist this morning. Clearly things with B have hit an all time low and I need to get my head back together. To stop being angry at him for letting the family down.
But anyway no need to go on about that! Its why i am going to pay someone a lot of money to listen.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Change in Due Date
So the scan went really well this morning. Bubba bean was wiggling all about! yay good little bubba bean. So the due date has changed. It measured 8w4d today so Dr A said we will go off the original scan a couple of weeks ago and the due date is now 11/12/12.
Heart beat was a nice and strong 181bpm. :) I have booked in for my NT scan on the 1/6 I will be 12w3d :) not long to go at all.
Heart beat was a nice and strong 181bpm. :) I have booked in for my NT scan on the 1/6 I will be 12w3d :) not long to go at all.
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Nearly 9 weeks!
9 weeks on Friday and my next scan! Excited but nervous. If the baby is all good the chance of something going wrong from there is so much smaller. Only 3 week until the 12 week mark! It's actually gone very quick. It feels slow in the present but when I think back to getting that first positive pregnancy test time has flown.
Still have the really bad hang over feeling. I can't remember what it felt like to feel normal. I keep saying to myself 'omg why on earth do I feel like complete sh*t? Oh yeah that's right I am pregnant!' I think the thing that makes it so much worse is my oh so super sensitive smell. That's what takes me over the edge from hungover feeling to full spewing. Everything stinks. It's not even some of those strong smells are nice it's everything just smells horrible! Yuk!
I started lite and easy on Monday. It's been good so far. It's not for weight loss they have 3 levels of calorie food menus. It's for convenience and nutrition. Its hard to cook for just one so I was eating toast or crumpets or other crap because it was quick and easy! At least this way I get all my nutrition and I don't waste any food and hopefully not gain too much.
Tyler had been doing well. I really wish his teeth would cut through. He was completely off his bottles today so surely they are close! He hates pureed food. He likes normal food. I cook him his own food but nope mummy I want ur food! I am managing to cook him stuff he is liking though. It's trial and error but we are getting there. But it should better when he actually gets teeth and I can worry less about him choking.
As I mentioned in the last post Tyler spends most of his time standing and cruising the furniture but now his crawl has changed. It's a half crawl half walk. His back legs are straight. Lol. He still crawls normally when he wants the speed lol like when chasing the cat but he is definitely trying to figure out how to stand up with out the furniture. My god he is isn't even 8 months!
I am feeling really guilty at the moment because of the ms. It goes in waves 2 days on 2 days off. The 2 bad days Tyler and I don't really do anything at all. I lye on the floor And play with him and just count down to each nap knowing I can nap too. Although today was a better day but I still really struggled. The house looks like a bomb hit it. I do about 10 mins of house work and then just want fall asleep on the floor where I stand. Hopefully another 5 weeks and I should start to feel better.
Ahh almost bed time for another day. I love that feeling when my head hits the pillow. Pure bliss! Although as Tyler was off his bottles today it might be a long night.
Still have the really bad hang over feeling. I can't remember what it felt like to feel normal. I keep saying to myself 'omg why on earth do I feel like complete sh*t? Oh yeah that's right I am pregnant!' I think the thing that makes it so much worse is my oh so super sensitive smell. That's what takes me over the edge from hungover feeling to full spewing. Everything stinks. It's not even some of those strong smells are nice it's everything just smells horrible! Yuk!
I started lite and easy on Monday. It's been good so far. It's not for weight loss they have 3 levels of calorie food menus. It's for convenience and nutrition. Its hard to cook for just one so I was eating toast or crumpets or other crap because it was quick and easy! At least this way I get all my nutrition and I don't waste any food and hopefully not gain too much.
Tyler had been doing well. I really wish his teeth would cut through. He was completely off his bottles today so surely they are close! He hates pureed food. He likes normal food. I cook him his own food but nope mummy I want ur food! I am managing to cook him stuff he is liking though. It's trial and error but we are getting there. But it should better when he actually gets teeth and I can worry less about him choking.
As I mentioned in the last post Tyler spends most of his time standing and cruising the furniture but now his crawl has changed. It's a half crawl half walk. His back legs are straight. Lol. He still crawls normally when he wants the speed lol like when chasing the cat but he is definitely trying to figure out how to stand up with out the furniture. My god he is isn't even 8 months!
I am feeling really guilty at the moment because of the ms. It goes in waves 2 days on 2 days off. The 2 bad days Tyler and I don't really do anything at all. I lye on the floor And play with him and just count down to each nap knowing I can nap too. Although today was a better day but I still really struggled. The house looks like a bomb hit it. I do about 10 mins of house work and then just want fall asleep on the floor where I stand. Hopefully another 5 weeks and I should start to feel better.
Ahh almost bed time for another day. I love that feeling when my head hits the pillow. Pure bliss! Although as Tyler was off his bottles today it might be a long night.
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