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So today I am going to post about something different :)

So since B and I moved back in together 4 months ago things are finally started to look up.

At first it was really hard and challenging but in the last couple of months things have really started to change. The change in B is incredible and I really don't know where it's come from. He is really loving, caring and attentive to me. He is working so hard at his business and helping heaps around the house, spending lots of quality time with Tyler. He hasn't touched the drugs or done any gambling. He is really trying so hard to be the husband and dad this family needs.

It's really nice to have our family happy! I don't know if it's because we rarely see my family and it is just us. No outside interferences and negativity. What ever it is it's so nice to have my husband back. I guess he just got a bit lost for a while there but he is back and it's wonderful. We still have things to work on but the change is so incredible. :) he is now the man I thought I married. :)

I have been thinking more and more lately that I am content with my family. That I am done. I can't wait for this little guy to join our family and I really do think that is me done. I picture my family doing things a the boys grow up and I just see the 4 of us. I don't get that urge and longing for a girl that I used to. I don't know maybe this will change in time but for now I am happy :) and wow it feels nice. Its been a very long time since I have felt happy and contented with life :)