We have a walker!

7 days short of his 1st birthday and we finally have a walker! After over 6 months of crawling I never thought it was going to happen but yesterday afternoon he tested it out and I thought maybe he would wake up today and not remember any of it but he has. He takes about 10steps from an object if he is already standing and about 4-5 if he stands up by himself. He is still very wobbly but I think he finally understands there is a point to it and is really trying to work hard at it :)

Nothing else going on really still trying to sort the house and feel like I get absolutely no where most days. I was finally able to buy a free standing pantry and that has made a huge difference for me to be able to start sorting things. Still lots and lots to go before the big mans birthday next week but now I at least feel it's achievable.

Bubba boy is going well too. Making me tired but that's expected now. I have started thinking about the birth and remembering Tyler's. It's amazing how much u actually block out. The biggest issue for me is Tyler. I know my obgyn said the 2nd time u will know what's going on more. I really don't feel that way and actually feel a bit anxious by it. My mum is a drinker so I can't get her to look after Tyler at night. My sister may travel from interstate and be here before bub is born so we may be able to drop Tyler there but her son will be 9 months then. To get Tyler anywhere and then to the hospital the trip will be around an hour/ hour and a half. During the day my mum or sister will come to our place and take him from there to save us time well not really it will take them at least 20mins to get here. Then it's 40-45 mins to the hospital. Middle of the night my mum can't drive and I wouldn't want my sister to wake her little one. B's mum is going to come up but she is a 14 hour drive away and won't leave until I am in labour so she can spend more time here with the kids. I really don't know what we can do. I have friends but they all have little ones I wouldn't want to disturb in the middle of the night.
Then there is Tyler's attachment issues with me. I am already worried about the 4 days I have to spend in hospital let alone before bub is born and B and I are both out. He is comfortable with nanna but that's it. He is my velco baby at the moment and only I can put him down to sleep. I know it's 3 months away and lots can change but it's definitely playing on my mind.

Then there is the labour itself. I was so violently ill during Tyler's birth :(

I found my epi-no the other day. Probably won't start using that until 36weeks so still awhile away but at least I managed to find it.

My goodness I can ramble on! Supposed to be doing house work so I should probably go do it!