Tomorrow

So tomorrow I finally go back to Dr D. I have to get bloods done first thing in the morning for my CD21 progesterone. Its actually CD22 tomorrow but it wont matter.  I know I ovulate and have had this test done before.  But I have to say I am a little nervous with the path Dr D might want to or not want to take.

DH and I have both decided that we want to have the tube fixed.  Being a proximal blockage it seems to be Tubal cannulation the method for fixing.  which is good no really actual surgery, its like being forcefully flushed out. Depends on the issue they find when they actually get in there I guess.

My worry is that he wont want to do anything because I do still have one good functioning tube and that ovary does ovulate. But my chances are about 10% :( which is CRAP! Dr A said something about being able to get pregnant from both ovaries with one tube.  I know its possible but its so rare.  I am a little disappointed he said that. I know he is very optimistic and I do appreciate but that sometimes I simply just prefer the truth to rose coloured optimism. Anyway yeah so I am worried he wont want to do anything. Also worried that as they close down for Christmas they wont doing anything until the new year. I know its only another 2 months but I am tired of waiting for all of this.  That will take me up to 17months! :(

I am not really holding out much hope for this cycle, last weekend was completely flat out and DH and I had so much on we actually didn't see each other from Thursday until Monday :( so we got some BDing in Wed night and Monday night but having ovulated on either Sat or Sun I think our chances are extremely slim!

Hopefully I get a nice surprise tomorrow and the Dr is all good.  I am tired of being palmed off.  I seriously want to say I told you so.  That is childish of course but I did know something wasn't right.  I fell pregnant twice so easily then nothing for months nothing! If I hadn't pushed and fort for it we could still be plugging away at this until April when Dr D said it was a more reasonable time frame to look into things.

Had an awesome day yesterday, I spring cleaned the house for Christmas. I did every cupboard and threw out so much stuff.  Feels nice. Trying to decide if I will put up a tree this year. Probably not. No real point in our house until we have kids. Going to make fruit mince pie's and some shortbread cookies and rum balls. Yum.

Well best get to enjoying my Sunday!