Nervous

so, temp stayed up this morning but test was negative. My bbs are still strangely sore today more so than yesterday, but I haven't got any hope that I am some how pregnant.

I rang and made an appointment with the IVF clinic today! They fitted me in Monday morning at 10:40am.  I couldn't believe it! WOOHOO! Would be nice to get a shot this next cycle.  I know I shouldn't get my hopes up that we will but Monday will only CD3 thats good odds. Dr A recommended the 100mg of clomid again so I think i will do that and then if they have to give me a HCG trigger shot for the IUI there will be some eggs there to release.  If the clomid doesn't work we can try FSH next cycle.

Can't monitor how many follicles I have though seeing as you can never see anything due to my stupidly position uterus. Guess it will be a fire away and hope! DH and I will still BD in the hope that we can get some swimmers up there on our own as well.  I think u have to abstain for a bit before the collection of the sample for IUI but I am sure we can get one in before that time frame and then after the IUI!

I am so nervous and excited all that the same time.  I am worry that I have gotten my hopes up that this will work!

DH is still hopeful on this cycle.  Made me ask what the IVFs cancellation policy was.  They said I can ring Monday morning and cancel if I am pregnant. I guess its the outcomes we want so they will be happy for us.  They must know no one wants to go through all these hassles if they don't have to.

I filled out all the forms today! Some of the questions were funny.  One was, at what age did you start to develop breasts and grow pubic hair. I mean seriously I can't remember crap like that!

Bring on Monday I say!  Off to dinner tomorrow night for an early birthday celebration. My sister is home for the weekend so it will be nice to celebrate it with all the family!

I didn't get the birthday present I really wanted but hopefully I get it for a Christmas present instead!!!!

Funny thing I was thinking yesterday, This time last year I was blissfully, innocently pregnant.  In 8 more days my world came crashing down and changed forever!