Hurry up!!

14DPO, still the same steady temp. Not sure what is happening but my guess is temp will drop tomorrow and AF's arrival will be not long after that!

Stupid thing is I know I am not UTD! Tested this morning and Negative! But my BBS are still sore, not as much as they were but still there, veins on them are so prominent, the nipples look different, my CM is creamy, normally it has completely dried up by now. It started getting creamy yesterday! Seriously WTF!  All these games just to give me that little bit of hope when i know there isn't any!

But emailed Dr A this morning, just to ask him his advice.  The 14months is getting to DH and I and I am tired of sitting in limbo land.  Asked about the possibility of IUI, but he wants me to go 100mg clomid next cycle and basically we cross our fingers and hope! if we have no luck next cycle we move onto IUI, that I am going to insist.  Its so frustrating to know you can fall pregnant and have done twice so easily and now nothing, not matter what you do! ARGH!!!!

Funny thing is Dr A is always the eternal optimist! He response basically was try 100mg of clomid if your period arrives............"

haha very funny! He is very patient though and I am sure he understands the frustrations we are feeling.  I think he is a little baffled to though!

At least now I am well and truly ready for AF's arrival.  I've had my pissed off anger about it already. At least I have a plan now. 100mg clomid, then onto IUI!