Only 4 more days to go! and even more exciting is things are moving forward now. I had my NT bloods done this morning. It isn't much but its so exciting. Took over an hour as the place was busy but its OK. I was a little worried as I was so sick this morning. couldn't stop throwing up. But I ate something in the car on the way there and had some juice and I was all fine! :)
Found peanut on the Doppler in 2seconds flat last night. That was a nice relief. Still sitting at 165! Its scary to think that this might actually be happening!
Berry
Tyler
Blake
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
11w2d
Tiredness doesn't really explain it this morning. I went to bed early last night but today I am really really tired and completely exhausted. I am really shaky, I thew up this morning, my head hurts. To top it off its a busy day today! Why is it always the way? I just can't seem to function at all. my mind is working at about 30% of where it usually does and at about 10% of the speed! I feel utterly useless!
Having some funny pains this morning. I think its just bad gas lol but they are still there and I don't like any form of pain. Peanut has been hard to get on the doppler the last day or so. Thats worrying me a bit. it seems to be sitting low and deep. The heart beat when I finally get it is strong and still up around 165, but in my mind peanut should be getting bigger and easier to hear. To add to that i have been hearing some very funny gurgling sounds on the doppler last night and this morning. Probably this gas pains that I am feeling but all this new stuff in the past couple of days has my mind racing. Its been far too long since I have seen peanut. Yes I can hear a heart beat and its nice and strong and where it should be but I start thinking things like what if peanut is growing to size? what if its not forming properly? I still have 8 days before I get to see it again.
anyway i am rambling and struggling to make sense of stuff. I just have to get through the day!
Having some funny pains this morning. I think its just bad gas lol but they are still there and I don't like any form of pain. Peanut has been hard to get on the doppler the last day or so. Thats worrying me a bit. it seems to be sitting low and deep. The heart beat when I finally get it is strong and still up around 165, but in my mind peanut should be getting bigger and easier to hear. To add to that i have been hearing some very funny gurgling sounds on the doppler last night and this morning. Probably this gas pains that I am feeling but all this new stuff in the past couple of days has my mind racing. Its been far too long since I have seen peanut. Yes I can hear a heart beat and its nice and strong and where it should be but I start thinking things like what if peanut is growing to size? what if its not forming properly? I still have 8 days before I get to see it again.
anyway i am rambling and struggling to make sense of stuff. I just have to get through the day!
Sunday, February 20, 2011
11w1d
I am currently stuck at work due to some severe thunderstorms so I figured I might as well update :)
So we are 11w1d today. I honestly can't believe it. Its still so very surreal! 5d and a few hours to go. I really never thought this time would come. I am still very nervous that something could happen in this last week but I am getting a little bit excited! I bought my first little actual baby thing at shopping on Sunday. I bought some little baby booties. They are so cute. little yellow ones. I have bought bigger things but nothing specific before. That got me a little more excited.
I have started checking peanuts heart beat twice a day. I know there is absolutely nothing I can do if it stops and I can't hear it anymore but hearing it does put my pacing mind at ease. A little!
So I am definitely more bloated now. I know bubs is only two inches big so its not all bub but there is a noticeable change. I am not skinny these days by any means lol but I never normally put weight on my belly and its definitely rounder. I am waiting until after my scan next week before I go and buy some new clothes. The pants I have a fine but the tops are a little tighter and you can definitely notice the podgy belly lol. Lucky no one would be game enough to ask if I am pregnant! hahahahaha
1w 2d until I can announce it. We will do the ring around to the remaining family and friends first and then I will probably put it on facebook.
MS wise I threw up a couple of times on Saturday afternoon but mainly that has subsided and I just feel tired and hung over ALL the time. Headaches are still pretty bad but I don't think they will go away now.
Had a really really busy weekend. Had a baby shower on Saturday afternoon. That was OK. They served sandwiches and things but all had stuff on it pregnant women couldn't eat. Like ham or cold chicken. Stupid! Anyway spent all Sat morning baking a cake for my sisters 30th Birthday party. I will post some pictures of the Novelty cake I did. Not bad for my first attempt but I do have a long way to go hahaha! Saturday night was the actual cocktail party. It went really well. Wasn't as much because I couldn't drink but it was still good. I would rather be pregnant and not drink any day :)
Finally got to sleep around 1:30am, I was so exhausted so I actually spent 3/4 sunday sleeping. I just couldn't seem to wake up at all! Then this morning I woke up feeling like it was me that had gotten into all those cocktails lol!
Well thats enough babbling for another day. Bring on SUNDAY!!!!
So we are 11w1d today. I honestly can't believe it. Its still so very surreal! 5d and a few hours to go. I really never thought this time would come. I am still very nervous that something could happen in this last week but I am getting a little bit excited! I bought my first little actual baby thing at shopping on Sunday. I bought some little baby booties. They are so cute. little yellow ones. I have bought bigger things but nothing specific before. That got me a little more excited.
I have started checking peanuts heart beat twice a day. I know there is absolutely nothing I can do if it stops and I can't hear it anymore but hearing it does put my pacing mind at ease. A little!
So I am definitely more bloated now. I know bubs is only two inches big so its not all bub but there is a noticeable change. I am not skinny these days by any means lol but I never normally put weight on my belly and its definitely rounder. I am waiting until after my scan next week before I go and buy some new clothes. The pants I have a fine but the tops are a little tighter and you can definitely notice the podgy belly lol. Lucky no one would be game enough to ask if I am pregnant! hahahahaha
1w 2d until I can announce it. We will do the ring around to the remaining family and friends first and then I will probably put it on facebook.
MS wise I threw up a couple of times on Saturday afternoon but mainly that has subsided and I just feel tired and hung over ALL the time. Headaches are still pretty bad but I don't think they will go away now.
Had a really really busy weekend. Had a baby shower on Saturday afternoon. That was OK. They served sandwiches and things but all had stuff on it pregnant women couldn't eat. Like ham or cold chicken. Stupid! Anyway spent all Sat morning baking a cake for my sisters 30th Birthday party. I will post some pictures of the Novelty cake I did. Not bad for my first attempt but I do have a long way to go hahaha! Saturday night was the actual cocktail party. It went really well. Wasn't as much because I couldn't drink but it was still good. I would rather be pregnant and not drink any day :)
Finally got to sleep around 1:30am, I was so exhausted so I actually spent 3/4 sunday sleeping. I just couldn't seem to wake up at all! Then this morning I woke up feeling like it was me that had gotten into all those cocktails lol!
Well thats enough babbling for another day. Bring on SUNDAY!!!!
Friday, February 18, 2011
Slowly does it!
Tick tock tick tock. seriously some days I do wonder if time could possibly go any slower!
I have had two massive busy days at work. Having a head cold hasn't helped. The ms has been OK which is good, but I still just want to crawl into bed at all times.
Biggest thing for me these days is hunger. I am ALWAYS starving! If I don't eat that is when I start to feel sick. The weight has been creeping on but thats OK I don't mind. In a couple of weeks after my scan I will get into daily walking. I want to stay healthy for bubs, it will be good for all of us to go for a daily walk. I was walking at the start of the pregnancy but I was getting to tired so I took some time off. Poor dogs are desperate for a walk. two weeks well less than that now and I can start.
Only 1 week and 2 days till that elusive 12week mark! Still feels so so so FAR away. lol But it will be hear before I know it. Only 1 more working week.
I have my sisters 30th tomorrow night. I spent all last night baking a cake. She absolutely loves her prized ss holden ute. Its an awesome purple. So I baked her a ute cake. Its a long way from perfect but for my first fondant cake with a ton of detail I am rather proud! I will post some pictures up once its all complete. I have some more painting to do on it tonight!
Other than that I have a baby shower to go to tomorrow. This couple tried for a very long time for this bub, and finally its on the way. It was around 3 years with lots of complications, failed IVF thinking they were completely infertile, she went in had it all really well cleaned out (she had lots of scaring and fluid in her tubes from PID due to a bad insertion of merina (sp?)) they ended up falling pregnant naturally after this clean out! GREAT NEWS.
Other than that nothing much else happening. Oh except that on sunday I will be 11 weeks!!! YAY! EXCITING. well see I really want to get excited I REALLY do but I am still toooooooo scared to. I know it only takes 1 day for things to change. ms has been good the last few days I haven't even dry reached today. So of course that gets me scared. DH's brother is here at the moment so I can't get the Doppler out. I feel like everything is OK, but with another miscarriage today in the Sept due date thread it all hits home! :(
Trying to stay as positive as I can though. Bring on Wednesday 2nd!
I have had two massive busy days at work. Having a head cold hasn't helped. The ms has been OK which is good, but I still just want to crawl into bed at all times.
Biggest thing for me these days is hunger. I am ALWAYS starving! If I don't eat that is when I start to feel sick. The weight has been creeping on but thats OK I don't mind. In a couple of weeks after my scan I will get into daily walking. I want to stay healthy for bubs, it will be good for all of us to go for a daily walk. I was walking at the start of the pregnancy but I was getting to tired so I took some time off. Poor dogs are desperate for a walk. two weeks well less than that now and I can start.
Only 1 week and 2 days till that elusive 12week mark! Still feels so so so FAR away. lol But it will be hear before I know it. Only 1 more working week.
I have my sisters 30th tomorrow night. I spent all last night baking a cake. She absolutely loves her prized ss holden ute. Its an awesome purple. So I baked her a ute cake. Its a long way from perfect but for my first fondant cake with a ton of detail I am rather proud! I will post some pictures up once its all complete. I have some more painting to do on it tonight!
Other than that I have a baby shower to go to tomorrow. This couple tried for a very long time for this bub, and finally its on the way. It was around 3 years with lots of complications, failed IVF thinking they were completely infertile, she went in had it all really well cleaned out (she had lots of scaring and fluid in her tubes from PID due to a bad insertion of merina (sp?)) they ended up falling pregnant naturally after this clean out! GREAT NEWS.
Other than that nothing much else happening. Oh except that on sunday I will be 11 weeks!!! YAY! EXCITING. well see I really want to get excited I REALLY do but I am still toooooooo scared to. I know it only takes 1 day for things to change. ms has been good the last few days I haven't even dry reached today. So of course that gets me scared. DH's brother is here at the moment so I can't get the Doppler out. I feel like everything is OK, but with another miscarriage today in the Sept due date thread it all hits home! :(
Trying to stay as positive as I can though. Bring on Wednesday 2nd!
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
10w3d
So this post might be all over the place I am a little tired today. Turns out I have a cold. it explained why I was so exhausted yesterday and couldn't function. I went home at lunch time and slept through until 5:30pm, got up for a few hours cause DH made me, then went back to bed about 9pm. My throat was really sore so I had trouble sleeping through the night but it isn't too bad today, just the really stuffy head!
I really just want the next 1 and a half weeks to be over. I want to stop worrying. I know there are new things to think about once you pass the 12week mark but at least that first hurdle is out of the way. I feel like its taking FOREVER to get here. Some moments I think wow just 1 1/2 weeks to go, then I think OMG I am only 10w3d!
Peanuts heart rate is sitting about 170 now so all seems to be developing as it should. I don't have any cramping, no blood, ms is there, tiredness is there, boobs are sore, so its all pointing towards great things. I just need the next 2 weeks to fly by. I would happily sleep them away.
I know once this cold is gone I will stop feeling miserable and be happy again. At this point though I am so tired and exhausted the next two week feel like they are going to be massive to get through.
I am off work today, but its the first sick day I have had this whole 1st trimester, and pushing through all the exhaustion and sickness to stay at work is exhausting on its own. Even today 1 day off and work keeps ringing. Seriously they should be able to handle 1 day! I have to back in tomorrow and Friday as I have meetings.
11weeks on Sunday. I am going to go lie down before my head explodes. stupid cold!
I really just want the next 1 and a half weeks to be over. I want to stop worrying. I know there are new things to think about once you pass the 12week mark but at least that first hurdle is out of the way. I feel like its taking FOREVER to get here. Some moments I think wow just 1 1/2 weeks to go, then I think OMG I am only 10w3d!
Peanuts heart rate is sitting about 170 now so all seems to be developing as it should. I don't have any cramping, no blood, ms is there, tiredness is there, boobs are sore, so its all pointing towards great things. I just need the next 2 weeks to fly by. I would happily sleep them away.
I know once this cold is gone I will stop feeling miserable and be happy again. At this point though I am so tired and exhausted the next two week feel like they are going to be massive to get through.
I am off work today, but its the first sick day I have had this whole 1st trimester, and pushing through all the exhaustion and sickness to stay at work is exhausting on its own. Even today 1 day off and work keeps ringing. Seriously they should be able to handle 1 day! I have to back in tomorrow and Friday as I have meetings.
11weeks on Sunday. I am going to go lie down before my head explodes. stupid cold!
Monday, February 14, 2011
sleeeeep
just when I think the ms is easing back it comes. I can't stop throwing up this morning. I am extremely exhausted. My smell is so very very sensitive. So many things make me throw up. The smell of canned dog food, meat cooking, the toilet! YUK!
I honestly don't think I will make it through a day of work today. I need to go home and sleep. I will have morning tea then into the lab get that stuff done and I am off home. Stupid Tuesdays are always so busy though.
go peanut go, the ms still lingering makes me think surely everything is going to be OK! As I said in my last post I feel like everything is going great and peanut is doing super, but thinking that scares me. I don't want to jinx myself!
I have a few friends making it to the 12week mark this week. My makeup artist for my wedding and very good friend :) and also my cousin. :) So exciting we all get to have babies so close together.
Well going to fade off into my little foggy brain world now!
I honestly don't think I will make it through a day of work today. I need to go home and sleep. I will have morning tea then into the lab get that stuff done and I am off home. Stupid Tuesdays are always so busy though.
go peanut go, the ms still lingering makes me think surely everything is going to be OK! As I said in my last post I feel like everything is going great and peanut is doing super, but thinking that scares me. I don't want to jinx myself!
I have a few friends making it to the 12week mark this week. My makeup artist for my wedding and very good friend :) and also my cousin. :) So exciting we all get to have babies so close together.
Well going to fade off into my little foggy brain world now!
10w1d
OMG this final 2 weeks is going to be so slow. I keep wondering what the chances of having a m/c now that I have heard a nice strong heart beat after 10 weeks. Most people that I know who don't make it through to 12weeks have had a missed miscarriage and the bub died around 8-9weeks. I just want this next two weeks to be over.
Its hard wishing time away, I want to really enjoy this pregnancy but at this point it still doesn't seem real. We haven't bought anything for bub we don't really talk about it too much.
I feel in my gut that this little peanut is perfectly fine and we will get to meet it in Sept, I am just so protective of it and don't want anything to happen to it. Looking forward to getting to Next Sunday! :)
Still throwing up every day. bbs are sore today. Other than that just tired and still foggy minded! Oh and ALWAYS STARVING!! lol. Haven't taken a belly pic for a while. Don't feel like its any bigger but pants are tight!
Its hard wishing time away, I want to really enjoy this pregnancy but at this point it still doesn't seem real. We haven't bought anything for bub we don't really talk about it too much.
I feel in my gut that this little peanut is perfectly fine and we will get to meet it in Sept, I am just so protective of it and don't want anything to happen to it. Looking forward to getting to Next Sunday! :)
Still throwing up every day. bbs are sore today. Other than that just tired and still foggy minded! Oh and ALWAYS STARVING!! lol. Haven't taken a belly pic for a while. Don't feel like its any bigger but pants are tight!
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