25+4 today time is slowly ticking on past. I have been sick again for a few days now. Dry reaching and OMG the exhaustion. I feel like I am 35weeks pregnant not 25. I am hoping its just bubba boy going through a growth spurt and it all passes.
Tyler has been off for about a week now. He is grumpy when he is awake but he has been so super tired all the time and sleeping lots. he is off all solid food. We are trying to persist but its painful. He is back to 5 bottles a day, he just seems to want that comfort and then to go back to sleep. he had a slight temp on Saturday night, I gave him some panadol and he slept fine. Not sure what it is. A friend mentioned she spoke to a nurse about her Daughter who is 5 days older than Tyler and has been off as well and the nurse said at around 12 months no matter how many teeth they do or don't have their molars and eye teeth start moving and it can cause pain and temperatures, irritability etc. So it could be this or just a growth spurt or even maybe an ear ache. Not really sure. He seems OK so hopefully it passes soon.
He has 5 teeth now though so he is slowly catching up. He has taken 2 steps and was so close to taking off and then he got sick or what ever he is now so nothing has happened in a week. He has trouble finding the strength to even stand at the moment. I will give it another week and if he is no better I will take him to the Dr.
All moved into the new place now, just have to sort everything out. Looks like a bomb hit the place. I am trying to set up Tyler's big boy room but its not really going anywhere. I just find I do little bits and I am exhausted again. Maybe Tyler and I have the same thing who knows.
Well this morning I went back through and deleted all the photos of Tyler on here. I have noticed a heap of traffic through my blog recently and its just bothered me. I only have 5 people following so not sure why there would be 25views to one page and the main traffic source was from northern Europe? Although I just went and had another look and that traffic seems to have stopped recently. I have no problem with like minded people reading along and I have never put an inappropriate photo up of him but it made me realise even though this blog is on no searches etc that people can still manage to find it and view it. There are some scary people out there and I don't want them even looking at my kids. I had no problem with the 2 or 3 views I was getting but yeah 20+ views on single pages is a little concerning. So no more pics of him or the new bub either.
Tyler has been doing swimming lessons for a month now and is loving it. He is so much more confident now which is wonderful. He can roll himself over and he puts his head under no issues, there is a step that has the water up to his shoulder and he walks along that no problems. I would love to continue on to the toddler class but unfortunately we can't afford it. Just have to swim in nannas pool for the summer. Someone else will have to take him in when bub is born though, if I remember its about 3-4 weeks of bleeding so therefore around 3-4 weeks of no swimming. I have ask my OBGYN, I know ur only supposed to wear pads but maybe just maybe lol? I know wishful thinking, it was OK when Tyler was born sept was too cold for swimming but this time its Dec and definite swimming time! I have a blow up pool activity thing I bought him for Christmas so he can play in that too but I would love to be able to cool off in the water too.
I go through waves of being excited and then being completely petrified about the new bub joining us. 15months is very close together and we are financially really struggling right now so B is working his business during the day and then 2-3night shifts a week so he isn't around really at all. some how we still have no money but anyway that's for another day. Having a little baby and a 15month old, some days I wonder how I am going to cope others I get super excited about the little man joining us. I know I have it in me to get through it, just freaks me out sometimes.
not sure if any of this is making sense. I have to try and get to the optomitrist. I know they say your eyes change shape during pregnancy so I haven't wanted to waste the money but my eyes are getting really bad. I am having trouble focusing especially when driving. :( I found my old glasses yesterday so I am going to try them out for a few days. I was only ever supposed to wear them whilst reading and on the computer and the prescription is about 5 years old but if they work it will save me some money. If they don't I will have to go as driving has become very difficult and I think what set off my migraine yesterday.
enough blabble for one day, half of it probably doesn't make any sense. Oh well.
Belly pic 25+3
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