39+1

So had my 39week OB appointment this morning, was good and bad. BP is still a little high but seems stable and nothing to cause great alarm at this point.  No more protein in my urine so hopefully it holds out.

Dr said there was no real point to a S&S as the last one did nothing.  He did offer me an early induction if I wanted one. I said no.  I don't think its worth the extra risk to bub just because I am sick. Suck it up princess as they say! So we book next Friday the 16th as the induction day and I will be 40+5.  I am really hoping bub comes before then but as I am showing no signs what so ever I highly doubt it!

I am a little deflated by this, but I am trying to remind myself its only 11days in total.  11 days is nothing. Perhaps if I could stop throwing up I would feel better about it but at this point I am just trying to keep my head down and focus on next Friday as D day.

I just did hopefully my last weekly grocery shop. my god that was hard. I am so exhausted and of course sick and trying not to throw up the whole time. Then I kept getting that stitch feeling so walking was hard, then peanut decided it was time to bring out the knife again! No wonder I am not venturing out of the house much!

So my count down now will be for induction day not EDD.

11days to go! I can do this! well lol I have to do this I have no other choice!