Did someone slip me some Crack??

OK these pregnancy hormones seriously have some answering to do!

So after feeling sick earlier I didn't even make the shower I went to the bed and fell straight to sleep. I woke up 2 hours later feeling a million dollars.  I apparently really needed that sleep.  Anyway after that I decided it was time to get out and go for a walk so I did. Whilst walking I thought wow I feel like I could run a marathon. I was in so much pain, back pain, period type pain, BH, hip pain you name it I had it but I didn't care I kept pushing! I was walking really fast and it felt so good!

Not sure how long this feeling will last but if I could go into labour tonight that would be good I feel so pumped up like I could handle anything right now!!!

Since I woke up I have been craving pepperoni pizza! I haven't eaten it since high school but wow I really want some! So I think I am going to splurge and have some yum yum!!!  Might hurt coming back up but the way I feel I don't think I will be throwing up!

I just can't get over how different I feel! Amazing!!

WTF is wrong with me

Seriously WTF. So I figured out if I don't eat I don't throw up, I feel sick all the time but it saves the process of actually throwing up.  Haven't really felt like food anyway so didn't really matter.   I have a smoothie for breakfast and because its only really light I feel sick for a little bit but I can move on without throwing up.

Anyway I just managed to clean the house at warp speed. Everything is now clean. I seriously went 200% crazy! But afterward I was starving so I thought hmmm should eat.  So I did. Big mistake. Now I am going to throw up again.

:( I am going to go throw up, have a shower and go lie down. oh Monday please hurry up!

Induction

So turns out I am still sick today the big sleep didn't help, bad migraine and vomiting, and due to this my BP is sitting a bit higher again! Not in the alarm range but high.

So I emailed Dr A as I am just not coping and wanted his honest opinion on induction.

He was really good about it. explained all the risks and things and for me having hypertension this increases my risk of developing pre-eclampsia after bub is past its due date and said it is probably worth while trying to get things moving.  This in mind DH and I have decided to bring my induction forward to Monday. Dr said he will assess me on the day and see how I have progressed on my own.  This will of course affect things but once the gel is applied we wait.  If I don't progress on my own that day with no other drugs we wont force it and we will cancel things and post pone till later in the week.

I am really happy with this decision, I would love to think peanut will come on its own before then but I honestly don't think it will.  Being past my EDD I shouldn't have any problems progressing on my own.  Dr said he has done this before and the woman will normally go into labour on her own in the days following as the gel gets things moving along.

I am definitely relieved at this. :) Its not the natural way I was hoping for but being this sick can't be good for the baby either. That and the increased risks of pre-eclampsia aren't worth it.

So hopefully by Tuesday next week I am holding peanut in my arms :) Very exciting!

39+2

Well I had a big sleep last night, still had my 7 or so trips to the bathroom but I didn't get up till 9 am so feeling a little better.  Am I in a better frame of mind? hmm I don't know. Trying to just ignore it all to be honest and let time tick on past. 10days to go!  I still absolutely love feeling peanut move inside of me and I am definitely going to miss it, although sometimes I wonder it being so big and strong if it will break something lol. But other than that oh yeah so over it. Never thought I would say that.

Some belly pics, hopefully the last.  There hasn't been much change at all hence why I haven't taken one. But it is still good to see what size I was in the last week or so, so that I can compare it to subsequent pregnancies :)  Bubs runs down the middle/right hand side, its bub sitting about 5cm above my belly button just ever so slightly to the right.

39+1

So had my 39week OB appointment this morning, was good and bad. BP is still a little high but seems stable and nothing to cause great alarm at this point.  No more protein in my urine so hopefully it holds out.

Dr said there was no real point to a S&S as the last one did nothing.  He did offer me an early induction if I wanted one. I said no.  I don't think its worth the extra risk to bub just because I am sick. Suck it up princess as they say! So we book next Friday the 16th as the induction day and I will be 40+5.  I am really hoping bub comes before then but as I am showing no signs what so ever I highly doubt it!

I am a little deflated by this, but I am trying to remind myself its only 11days in total.  11 days is nothing. Perhaps if I could stop throwing up I would feel better about it but at this point I am just trying to keep my head down and focus on next Friday as D day.

I just did hopefully my last weekly grocery shop. my god that was hard. I am so exhausted and of course sick and trying not to throw up the whole time. Then I kept getting that stitch feeling so walking was hard, then peanut decided it was time to bring out the knife again! No wonder I am not venturing out of the house much!

So my count down now will be for induction day not EDD.

11days to go! I can do this! well lol I have to do this I have no other choice!

39weeks

So I am very excited that we only have 1 week left until EDD. Or 12days in total if this little one has to be forcefully evicted! Problem is I am so sick.  I felt off as soon as I woke up this morning and I should have listened to myself.  Went around to my mums as she was cooking breakfast. I ate that the whole time thinking hmm I just don't feel right.  Yep within 10mins of eating breakfast it started coming back up again and I haven't stopped throwing up since. Nothing left now so just bile or water yukkies. I have also had diarrhea for 2 days :( overall just feel so sick! I want to think its a good sign all pointing toward my body cleaning itself out for labour but I know better! I thought maybe something I ate but doesn't seem that way. Perhaps just the changing hormones in my body.

I also have strong period type pain and back pain this morning again all could be something positive but I very very much doubt it!

So for the 2nd day in a row I am going to have to go back to bed! So much for my fathers day plans for DH. Lucky he just is happy to just have a time out day too. 

Dr appointment at 9:40am tomorrow morning. Hopefully some good news! 

9 Days

:( its going to be another tough one today :( I keep just trying to think 9 days to go but yep getting harder.

I have a killer headache again today, already on the verge of throwing up :( I think I am just going to have to go back to bed!

My BP has been great yesterday and so far today. Sitting really low actually, around the 120/70 yesterday.  I was hoping it was a good sign as I know your BP can drop before you go into labour. no such luck lol still pregnant today!

well off to throw up and go back to bed :(